ḵaahláang an unsád, iitl' tláawhla ḵuyaadang (to know what is inside, to love what we are made of), 2024

cassette tape, deer leather, felt, antique buttons, abalone buttons, glass beads, copper beads, red cedar bark, yellow cedar bark, white water turquoise, lapis lazuli beads, jade beads, sinew, sterling silver beads, gold filled beads, bone beads, bone buttons, thread, red cedar shavings from two totem poles, copper buttons, blue bird feathers, trade beads, and the cord I wore my copper on for 4 years.

4 x 24 x 1 inch

b side

Insecure Mixes. Identity Stories.

Two Spirits

15. Ocean Face Sees the Sky (Has Salmon on Her Mind)

Insecure Mix. Assimilation Story.

1. They’re almost always yellow, and I’m turning blue

Insecure Mixes. Identity Stories.

Two Spirits

16. Talks to Trees Makes an Adze (Keeps His Mother in His Hands)

Insecure Mix. Díi aa Sg̱áan Tlagáa X̱aat'áay gúusuugang (ghost of a ghost of a real Myth)

Painted (gouache) giclée print on Canson Photographique

5”x7”

A painted Naaxiin ghost face adorns an image of a cassette. The title, in the Kaigani dialect of Haida language, Xáad kil, translates to, “The people of the afterworld are speaking to me.”

insecure mix. suspense story. i never mistook myself for someone who measured up, 2025

cassette tape, measuring tape, paint, deer leather, velvet ribbon, .22 brass, .223 brass, mother of pearl buttons, glass beads, mulberry paper, cord, sea glass, snail shells, stereo cable, copper splice caps, woodpecker feather

19”x8”

Our spirits do not require permission to endure.

Insecure Mix. Treachery of Identity. 40. Gám áa uu díi gyaahlangáay is’anggang (This Is Not a Tape), 2023

Watercolor on giclée printed photograph on cotton rag, 5”x7”

The ancestor within this tape is made of sky and ever-present clouds that are there whether we look for them or not. But right on the nose, is Magritte’s bowler cap. Within recorded histories, our place in the world shifts depending on the power structures that are in charge of remembering. The tape in the photographic image contains instructions for how to find the answers to the following questions: whose idea of me is most real? How do I become the real thing when the idea of me was made by someone else? How do I force the world to deal with me as I am?

Insecure Mixes. Problematic Conversation Stories.

13. Do What You’ve Gotta Do For You (And Shut the Fuck Up)

14. Cuz I’m Tired of Your Shit (Stonewalled)

Insecure Mixtape. Language Learner Story.

48. Níijaangw hl k’udlán-gang (I am painting a mask)

Insecure Mixes. Coping Stories. Vision Strategies

21. Three Dimensions (Includes Pain and Suffering)

22. Rosy (Unwavering Strength + Unknown Impacts of Repression)

Persistence story. gahl hal káaygaagang / she was born with it. (Within an Inch of Your White),2025

etched cassette tape, walnut loom, woven merino wool yarn, devil’s club, dentallium shells, mother of pearl buttons, United States Department of Interior archives from Southeast Alaska, mulberry paper, white feather, cord, snail shell, crystal, glass beads
16.25 x 10.25 x 7.5 inches

Ancestral faces are burned into this Insecure Mix. She carries the story of my second great-grandmother’s dispossession. She is adorned with documents from the National Archives Catalog, the stories of totem poles from two of my ancestral villages, Sukwaan and Howkan. These sacred belongings were scouted and removed by agents of the United States Bureau of Indian Affairs. The Howkan totem was slated for relocation to the Sitka totem park; the Sukwaan totem was sold by my second great-grandmother, Jaat Giigangaa or Minnie Nix, in English. It was purchased for two hundred dollars and sent to a tourist shop in Juneau. In the same document that records the transaction, the agent notes that “the people have nothing with which to feed or clothe themselves,” for the winter.

She is made of materials that have carried knowledge and protection through generations: devil’s club beads; dentallium and mother of pearl as adornments of relation and status; and a partially woven Ravenstail pattern. She remains suspended in a loom, still in progress. gahl hal káaygaagang/she was born with it, upholds that knowledge lives in the body, in the hand that makes, in the inherited impulse to create and connect even under erasure, and that what was used against us can be held as power.

Insecure Mixtape. Canoe Story.

31. Our stories carry us through time together. (Dance to keep them Alive), 2023

Cassette tape, spray paint, paint pen, vintage buttons, cedar bark

10×4x.75 in

Insecure Mix 3D. Romance Story.

1. Saving My Love for You. (Your kisses are warm//fuzzy//warm//fuzzy)

Insecure Mix, Whimsical Story.

9. Born With The Sun In Cancer//Self-Portrait (Little Green), 2023

Insecure Mix. Blood Story.

88. Descended From K’wii Taas. Earth Eaters. Muddy Mouth People.

Insecure Mixtape. Renewal Story.

89. Sgajuuga.ahl’ laanas. Eagle. Frog. Hummingbird.

Insecure Mixtape. Shy Raven in Chartreuse.

insecure mix. inheritance story.kángwaay/what was left for me, 2025

cassette tape, waxed cord, mother of pearl buttons, murano glass mercury tubes, glass beads, false pearls, inherited costume jewelry, t’áaw/copper shields, tiger’s eye, magpie feather.

20 x 5.5 x 1 inches

Insecure Mix. Atlanta Flint River Story.

18. Flooded By the Waters of Childhood (Pray for the Return of the Mvskoke)

Insecure Mix. Assimilation Story.

6. Beauty is Sink Deep (Grime Doesn’t Pay)

Insecure Mix. Cumulus Cloud Vision//Sky World (Dreaming is My War Plan), 2026

Cassette tape, wool felt, glass beads, copper beads, mother of pearl buttons, wool roving, feathers, cedar bark, salmon leather, deer leather, thread, sinew.

16”x8”